He rules me..is it right?

Honey, he's not a true boy friend if he's doing this. He's supposed to be a boy FRIEND! Is that what he acts like to you? It sounds like he's being abusive. If he's threatening to hurt you, go to a police or some one you trust. Try to live with someone different like your best girl friend or your parents. Use the buddy program, a guard, to help keep you safe. I have read stories just like this in magazines all the time. You need to end it some how, the easiest, and safest way too. Good luck and remember, you need a man who makes you feel beautiful and safe. he shouldn't bring you down and try to act superior to the girl he loves! Go to the spa or someplace to get your self spoiled because he isn't doing that for you. This isn't what love should feel like!